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You’ve changed. This is not about me. or how you treat me. You’re just different now. Your actions, your personality, the way you deal with issues, the way you treat others……. Now you’re just somebody I used to know. I guess I was stupid. To think I could salvage things. I really need the cold hard truth smacked right into my face I don’t know if I wanna risk putting myself out there. & face rejection for the first time. People tell me I should try. But what if I already know the answer? What more is there to fight for? Its been months. I regret not doing so earlier. I regret the ways I chose to deal with things. I regret using someone else to move on. He knows, doesn’t mind, but now I mind. Its just… wrong. & doesn’t make things any better. Someone tell me, what should I do ? TGIF ;) Only look forward to the weekends cuz its when I get to see my bbys! Dinner for the night. Its kinda sad to know that once im back in aussie, this is the kinda food I’ll be eating alot of. Sigh… no more good food for 2 months ): Been rushing out assignments so I’ve got zero life & nothing to post on instagram lol Its 4am, not even halfway done with work. Time to push myself harder tmr. Gnight… Less than 3 hours before checking in, I threw a tiny tantrum. said I didnt wanna go back & instead of packing my luggage, went back to bed. But of course after some persuasion I did what I had to do… At the airport, I cried like a bitch. Stupid… it aint my first time & I’ll be back in singers again in 2 months. but I jz couldnt help it. I cried & couldnt say goodbye to anyone. Cant bear to leave you……. Might not be tgt with you, but I jz wanna be there (Source: innocentaffection, via eletheowl) New mickey ears to ma collection ;) Been neglecting my tumblr for instagram… somehow I cant seem to link em both together :/ Ohwell, I promise I’ll spam pictures when I get back to aussie & have my laptop with me ;) How I’m feeling right now… is too difficult to put into words. I feel like such a kid. feeling sad about the same thing everyday. not that I can help it. Giving up aint easy but I have to. I know for sure I’ll get over this, but takes time. Jz wondering how long it’ll be… I dont know why I still think of you. But I still do. Every single day. My heart’s so messed up. Indeed I am selfish. too fucking selfish.
clinging onto people cuz I’m unsure of what I want. All I know is that I dont wanna be alone. I’ve faced the fact that we will never be together… just cant get over it. I should really stop treating others as a substitute for you. It really isnt fair. But then again, love is unfair. My frizzy hair & I ):
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